01. Arisen my Senses

Just that kiss was all there is

Every cell in my body lined up for you

Legs a little open once again, awaken my senses

Head topless, arisen my senses

Just that kiss was all there is

My palms pulsating of the things I want to do to you

Just that kiss is all there is

Weaving a mixtape with every crossfade

Is WWW, for him a he

Weaving a mixtape with every song

Awaken my senses

Just that kiss was all there is

Just that kiss was all there is (Arisen my senses)

Just that kiss was all there is (Arisen my senses)

For him a he, once again I’m made to merge

With him, for him a he, I’m made to merge

With him, for him a he

Am I keen, or keen, or not keen?

For him a he

Too keen, too seen, to be seen

Am I keen, or keen, or not keen?

Once again I’m made to merge

With him, by him, he sees me for who I

Am I keen, or keen, or not keen?

To be seen or not seen

With him a he

Am I keen, or keen, or not keen?

With him, him, he sees me for who I am

05. Body Memories

[Verse 1]

First snow of Winter

I’m walking hills and valleys

Adore this mystical fog

This fucking mist

These cliffs are just showing off

[Refrain 1]

Then the body memory kicks in

I mime my home mountains

The moss that I’m made of

I redeem myself

[Verse 2]

I’ve been wrestling my fate

Do I accept this ending?

Will I accept my death

Or struggle claustrophobic?

Fought like a wolverine

With my destiny

Refuse to accept what was meant to be

[Refrain 2]

Then the body memory kicks in

And I trust the unknown

Unfathomable imagination

Surrender to future

[Verse 3]

Oh, how to capture all this love

And find a pathway for it

Like threading an ocean through a needle

River through a keyhole

Can’t fathom the grasp

I can’t grasp the fathom

[Refrain 3]

Then my body memory kicks in

My limbs and tongue take over

Like the ancestors before me

Show me the flow

[Verse 4]

My sexual DNA

X-rays of my Kama Sutras

Summons different bodies

Compares spines and buttocks

And back of necks

[Refrain 4]

Then my body memory kicks in

It simply takes over

Beastiality

I redeem my body

[Verse 5]

I wasn’t born urban

Toxic doesn’t agree with me

Love lured me here

Into a stagnant state

My myths, my customs, ridiculed

Vacuum-packed molecules

[Refrain 5]

Then my body memory kicks in

On this Brooklyn dance floor

Sweating with these rhythms

Rotate this matrix

[Verse 6]

I’m trapped in legal harness

Kafka-esque

Farce like patriarchy

Avoided to confront it

[Refrain 6]

Then the body memory kicks in

My warrior awakens

My turn to defend

Urban didn’t tame me

[Refrain 7]

Then my body memory kicks in

All bosoms and embraces

Oral, anal entrances

Enjoy the satisfaction

Of the other is growing

09. Sue Me

[Verse 1]
My tear duct clogged
My left eye broken
Medicate with warm compress
Extract heardened tears

[Chorus]
Sue me, sue me, sue me all you want
I won’t denounce her origin
Sue me, sue me, sue me all you want
I won’t denounce our origin

[Verse 2]
I’ve ducked and dived
Like the mother in Solomon’s Tale
To spare our girl
I won’t let her get cut in half ever
But it’s time to teach her some dignity

[Chorus]
Sue me, sue me, sue me all you want
I won’t denounce our origin
Sue me, sue me, sue me, sue me
I won’t, I won’t denounce our origin (No, I won’t)

[Bridge]
He took it from his father
Who took it from his father
Who took it from his father
Let’s break this curse
So it won’t fall on our daughter
And her daughter
And her daughter
Won’t let this sink into her DNA

[Chorus]
Sue me, sue me, sue me, sue me all you want
I won’t let you denounce our origin
Sue me, sue me, sue me all you want
Denounce our origin, no, I won’t

[Outro]
Can’t take her suffer
It’s so unfair
The sins of the father
They just fucked it all up
We had the best family
We had it all
We had it all in our hands
He pulled us through the wringler
Narcissistic

14. Future Lovers

[Verse 1]
Imagine a future and be in it
Feel this incredible nurture, soak it in
Your past is on loop, turn it off
See this possible future and be in it

[Refrain 1]
Hold fort for love, forever
We’re just momentary vessels
We’re just carrying

[Verse 2]
Trust your head around
Guide your stare elsewhere
Your love is already waiting
You’re already in it

[Refrain 2]
Hold fort for love, forever

[Interlude]
Watch me form new nests
Weave a matriarchial dome
Build a musical scaffolding
Between sleep and awake
Day and night
Between night and day

[Verse 3]
You say I mirror peoples’ missions at them
Now you mirror at me who I used to be
What I gave to the world
You’ve given back at me

[Refrain 3]
Hold fort for love, forever

02. Blissing Me

[Verse 1]

All of my mouth was kissing him

Now, into the air, I am missing him

Is this excess texting a blessing?

Two music nerds obsessing

[Verse 2]

He reminds me of the love in me

I’m celebrating on a vibrancy

Sending each other MP3s

Falling in love to a song

[Verse 3]

This handsomest of wickermen

He asked if I could wait for him

Now, how many lightyears this interim

While I fall in love with his songs?

[Verse 4]

His hands are good in protecting me

Touching and caressing me

But would it be trespassing

Wanting him to be blissing me

Robbing him of his youth?

[Verse 5]

Cliffhanger like suspension

My longing has formed its own skeleton

Bridging the gap between singletons

Sending each others these songs

[Verse 6]

The interior of these melodies

Is perhaps where we are meant to be

Our physical union a fantasy

I just fell in love with a song

[Verse 7]

So, I reserve my own intimacies

I bundle them up in packages

My rawward longing far too visceral

Did I just fall in love with love?

06. Features Creatures

[Verse 1]
When I spot someone
Who is same height as you
And goes to same record stores
I literally think I am five minutes away from love

[Verse 2]
When I hear someone
With same accent as yours
Asking directions
With the same beard as yours
I literally think I am five minutes away from love

[Interlude]
Isn’t it odd?
Isn’t it peculiar?
These statistics of my mind
Shuffling your features
Assembling a man
Googling love
Warming my heart on this log fire of love

[Refrain]
Features creatures
Features creatures
Features creatures
Features creatures

10. Tabula Rasa

[Verse 1]
We are all swollen
From hiding his affairs
Let’s put it all on the table
Let it all out
It is time
He mustn’t steal our light

[Chorus 1]
Clean plate:
Tabula rasa for my children
Clean plate:
Not repeating the fuck-ups of the fathers

[Verse 2]
My deepest wish
Is that you’re immersed in grace and dignity
But you will have to deal with shit soon enough
I hoped to give you the least amount of luggage
Got the right to make your own fresh mistakes
And not repeat others’ failures

[Chorus 2]
Clean plate:
Tabula rasa for my children
Let’s clean up
Break the chain of the fuck-ups of the fathers
It is time:
For us women to rise and not just take it lying down
It is time:
The world, it is listening

[Interlude]
Oh, how I love you
Embarrassed to pass this mess over to you
But he led two lives
Thought ours was the only one

[Outro]
He chose to
He wants to
He wants to
You are strong

03. The Gate

[Intro]
[Gibberish]
[Verse 1]

My healed chest wound

Transformed into a gate

Where I receive love from

Where I give love from

[Chorus 1]

And I care for you, care for you

I care for you, care for you

Care for you, care for you

I care for you, care for you

[Verse 2]

Split into many parts

Splattered light beams into prisms

That will reunite

[Chorus 2]

If you care for me, care for me

If you care for me, care for me

Care for me, care for me

And then I’ll care for you, care for you

I care for you, care for you

I care for you, care for you

Care for you, care for you

[Verse 3]

Didn’t used to be so needy

Just more broken than normal

Proud self-sufficiency

My silhouette is oval

It is a gate

[Chorus 3]

I can care for you, care for you from

I can care for you, care for you

I care for you, care for you

I care for you, care for you

I care for you, care for you

You care for me, care for me

Care for you

07. Courtship

[Verse 1]
He turned me down
I then downturned another
Who then downturned her
The paralysing juice of rejection
His veins full of lead
He’s left with loving what he lost
More than what he has

[Verse 2]
My snakeskin, cold in the dark
But warms up in the light
I then upturned a green-eyed giant
Who upturned and entered me
Will we stop seeing what unites us
But only what differs?

[Interlude]
The ghosts of old loves
Hovering around his orifices, his orifices

[Verse 3]
As you narrate your own heart tale
You thread souls into one beam
The love you gave and have been given
Weave into your own dream
I trust my cells to rearchive
My love historic stream

11. Claimstaker

I walk through this land
Stake a claim
With my sense
With my bark
Mark my nest with song
Hear the echo from that cliff
I draw laser line through lake
To take a physicality
I inhale this physicality
This forest is in me
This forest is in me
I immerse me
This is my home
This is, this is my home

04. Utopia

[Verse 1]

Bird species never seen or heard before

The first flute carved from the first fauna

[Refrain 1]

Utopia

It’s not elsewhere

Let’s purify

[Verse 2]

You assigned me to protect our lantern

To be intentional about the light

[Refrain 2]

Utopia

It isn’t elsewhere

It’s here

[Verse 3]

My instinct has been shouting at me for years

Saying, “Let’s get out of here!”

Huge toxic tumor bulging underneath the ground here

Need to purify the air here

Purify, purify, purify toxicity

08. Loss

[Verse 1]
We all are struggling, just doing our best
We’ve gone through the grinder, suffered loss
Lost to, to which everything flows, an absence which
Attracts flora blooming softly

[Verse 2]
Soft is my chest, I didn’t allow loss
Loss make me hate, didn’t harden from pain
This pain we had will always be there
But the sense of full satisfaction too

[Chorus 1]
I opened my heart for you
Your lower lip, so heavy on you
My spine curved erotically
We’re finally vulnerable

[Verse 3]
Loss of love, we all have suffered
How we make up for it defines who we, who we are
It defines us, how we overcome it
Recover, repair from loss

[Verse 4]
Loss of faith just ignites survivors
They stared out, straight into the eye
I forgive, the past is bondage
Freedom aphrodisiac

[Chorus 2]
I’ve opened my heart for you
Tied ribbons on my ankles for you
Drew orchids on my thighs for you
Your lower lip, so heavy on you
My spine curved erotically
Tied ribbons on my ankles for you
Drew orchids on my thighs for you
Your lower lip, so heavy on you
My spine curved erotically
We’re finally vulnerable

12. Paradisia

(instrumental)

13. Saint

[Verse 1]
She always knows when people need stroking
And is attracted to deathbeds and divorcees
I dreamt she cared for my dying grandfather
Lying naked face down on his bed

[Verse 2]
She insists on total presence
And knows how to get through to the rest of us
She has entered me thousandfold often
And undone knots at my most awkward

[Refrain 1]
Music loves too

[Verse 3]
She reaches out to orphans and refugees
Embraces them with thermal blankets
Her favourite childhood moments
Were at a hospital for the disabled

[Verse 4]
I’ve seen her offer empathy to widows
She attends funerals of strangers
Her strongest memory
Is feeding children with leprosy

[Refrain 2]
Music heals too
I’m here to defend it

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